Sunday, May 23, 2010

Smell that?


Yep SUMMERTIME is here and I look forward to it.
Fashion Show went AMAZING, and Im looking forward to showing my collection.
Lots of stuff going on around my life, but I take it one day at a time.
PS my garden is blooming :) Pics soon promise <3

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

For my sister

okAY okay!!!So I know that I have been M.I.A and my News resolution went OUT the door. LOTS and LOTS of stuff going on in my life. Some good some bad. So here we go:
Jan- Started off AMAZING!!! Started fashion school which made me SUPER nervous cuz you know I LOVE TO COMPARE myself to others when I have to realize i am my own person. I Graduated/Walked at the end of the month and the aftermath was NOT pretty. Needless to say I woke up with a trash can between my legs.

Feb-Took my Dad out to the casinos and spent 12 WHOLE hours there. Did we win? NOPE, but we did spend quality time juntos. What else bout this month? Can't remember.

March- Ugh this month I HATED with a passion. The biggest thing that I could remember that I know I can never forget is they day March 23 around 6:30p.m I get a call from my cousin/godsister that my Godmother lost her battle to Pancreatic cancer. I couldn't break down right then and there b/c I was in midst of traffic but as soon as I got home all was lost. Till this day it hurts, she was my mom, the other person I could count on to tell me everything would be ok. I hold sooo many regrets, and I wish I could to turn back time to make it work but I can hear her tell me to keep my head held high and no crying.Those days were a blur, I can't remember anything else but the pain, and the idea that her soul was no longer apart of this world, that I no longer had someone who would call and leave a voicemail saying " Que olvidastes de mi?" No Nina I can never forget you. Who I am today, you helped my mom mold me into. So gracias Nina, Gracias por hacer como mi madre y tratar me como tu hija


April- Ugh overwhelmed with projects and what not.Springbreak? HAHA no dice.
Currently- Finals are done, I get some more hours at work which Im thankful for. And I booked my tickets for July :) Im heading out to the BIG state of TEXAS to visit the fam-bam WHICH im sooo stoked to see. Especially my Aunt/ Uncle and COUSINS :) eeeeek. But I am NOT excited to endure the heat ughhhhhh