So its settled

I will live on campus next semester, cuz the roomie decided not to leave me..... YAY!!!! well anyways, finals is approaching and I couldn't be happier, I look forward to long summer days and awesome moments with my love bug. Im trying to take one thing at a time and just let life go because I cant always plan my next move

life oh life

When it rains it pours.
Duex weeks more than for the time being I can relax
See life unfold
I miss the old me.
Maybe this is God's route for me
I wish I could be in on the secret too though
that would be nice

My Mommy

My mommy holds me in her arms at night
when Im too scared to sleep
She holds me in her arms at night
If all I do is weep
My mommy holds my hands at times
When Im too scared too see
She takes away all my weakness
which makes her oh so sweet
My mommy spots me time to time
When I have no dime to spare
She laughs at my dumb jokes
when no one else really cares
My mommy is my hero
this much is true
My mommy is much more than my mommy
she's me super best friend too.


I always say how much I admire my mom for all that she does, but no one really understands it. She really would move the moon and stars and sun to give me everything that I need. And she has always done that, all that I have accomplished so far really could not be possible without her always pushing me and cheering me on and yelling at me to not give up, and really always listening to me rant and rave about everything.I am INCREDIBLY lucky to have such an amazing person in my life, she centers me and she is the reason Im graduating College she is the reason I came back from Texas, she is the reason I am who I am.

For all Mommy's out there Happy Mothers day, because your kids will never be who they grow up to be with out you.

Crazy-ness

No wonder I feel delirious, over the weekend I got on average 3 1/2-4 hours of sleep each night trying to finish this stupid 15 page paper that is due today, and I managed to finish by LAST NIGHT, so no worries about working on it today. Although I still have 3 4pg papers to finish along with 2 ppt presentations. so yea, and it dawned on me that this is my last week of classes and next week are finals ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Oh man I'm so stressed right about now. But, ugh I have to compose myself and trust that God provides which I know he does it just feels much better to rant and rave for the time being. lol. Any who, my best friend is gone and she didn't say bye to me, and on Friday the realization of me not seeing her hit me. it was sad, my mgr came back from LOA, and I soooo glad to see her, and we started talking and i BROKE down, Friday I was a mess really I was crying at the drop of pin. I think I just needed to cry really bad and after I felt much better. But ugh..... life seems so unsure right now.