Yay!!!

So today I find out that my BABY SISTER has been accepted into THE ACADEMY of ARTS UNIVERSITY!!!!! The school is in San Fran, and omg, Im in such awe of her. This one has a gift and wow. Im truely speechless, all 3 Padilla girls are going to college. I cant be any more prouder of my sisters right now. Yes we are all soo soooooo very different and all choose to go into different career paths but its that fact that we are recieving a higher education that makes me proud of them. agh, I cant stop crying, im soo silly. But really Im so proud of all of us.

Lovely day

Today was my Nina's birthday, and I was sooo excited to see her. I got her some Orchids and Calla Lillie's which were sooo gorgeous i might add, so that she can add to amazingly HUGE backyard garden. OK a little background, for the longest they had a home that I practically lived in, and the whole place was like a jungle, LITERALLY, my Nino used to work for a nursery and he always brought home plantas and whatever to grow. way in the back was a big cactus patch along the walls, a blackberry and raspberry tree, guava tree and a HUGE lemon tree. That was just in one part, he had this pretty big pond that he used to put fish in and a hand made bridge over it. Omg this place would always win beatification awards, but they had to sell the place b/c of the 5fwy expanding which sucks because that's was my second home. But now her house is big and beautiful and filled with lots of plants and I love it there and I really enjoyed our conversation and I hated that I had to leave. But omg I love this lady she is my second mom, the reason I really have all the manners that I do.

Yes I know I know

Sooooo sorry really I am, ugh I could use a good vent. But Im not going to instead imma do some updates:
1. Me and the roomie are running a mile every night and sit ups.
2. This friday will be the 4 year anniversary of my abuelita's death, and still I am sooooo very hurt. I can still feel her arms wrapped around me, the flabiness of her skin. Gosh I miss the shit out of her. But really? I think that she takes care of me more than I know.
3.Please, please send lots and LOTS of prayers and happy thoughts with good karma to my sister, who is going through a tough time.Its kinda funny b/c all my life it has always been Mom my sister and me against everyone else. We hold such a strong bond with one another, and for me it's like if one is suffering, I feel thier pain.
4.My mom is starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, I hope and really I cant be any more relieved. This women is really a tough cookie, she is my cheerleader who encourges the SHIT out of me when Im beating myself up.Like I was thinking the other day, how would I go on with out my cheerleader on the sidelines to tell me you can do it, you can do it. Like its so cliche to say "oh with out my mom I dont where I'd be" but for me? I REALLY would not know. I could have ended up in the streets doing drugs, hanging out with the gangsters, doin God knows what, but most of all I would definately not be here in school, finishing my degree. All that I seem to do is for her now, like I wanna make her sooooo proud of me, and I know she is already super proud of me. I love my mom to the super max!!! lol
5.I cant believe im almost done with school!!! and im buying myself some more time by going back to community to get a certificate in fashion. YAY!!!

Weekend

Well the weekend came and left as usual, and really? Not a lot of interesting stuff happend. Well, kinda. Ok so Thurs. night my Hunny took me out to Norms for some dessert which was nice, well cuz he was actually craving brownie, so we order the HUGE, and I mean HUGE brownie sundae, um yea not real brownie PLUS it had nuts on it (Im allergic to peanuts) and halfway through devouring this thing he realizes it and throws a fit, makes the lady take it back give him REAL brownie, and now my throat is closing up on me. UM NOT GOOD, i didnt have my inhaler, so i had to calm down and drink LOTS of water and im glad I didnt have to go to the hospital but.... Saturday was my old friend from H.S and co-worker's baby shower, I couldnt go cuz of course I had to work and OF cours no one wanted to switch. So after work I went from store to store buying some stuff to make for her (who doesnt like a homemade gift?) and it came out sooo cute, Ill have to post pics later. OH! and on a happier note (sarcastic tone) My future mother-in-law came back, she lives in Texas and since they moved out there last May, she has came and left at least 8 times. Coming from a lady who always say's "im not EVER going back!!! I dont wanna die out there" ahahahaha.... yea, I mean its not like i DONT like his mom, I do, its just that we lose our privacy, I can't come over and spend the night when I want to, I cant stay till like 12 at night ect. I even have stuff there, and I only took back my Blanket cuz I know she is gonna leave again anyways. But anywho, I cooked for his mom and his aunt AND the sister (they invited themselves) and I got TONS of praises. So, ahhhh here we are into a new week, and Im already not feeling it.