Don't kick me down

It seems that I am forced to stand in the middle of 2 roads, do I take the one with all my dreams, my aspirations or do I settle for the "working class" of corporate america? Normally I don't give a shit what other people say about corprate america I do my own thing, but how can it be implied that I should give up my dream? I worked damn hard to get to where I am at, I have always had to pay for my own way, except for La Verne that credit goes to my mom. But I cannot begin to state how pissed,hurt,devestated I am that giving up my dreams would even be an option. I will end up in the fashion idustry one way or another, if I have to kick and scream at thier doors I will be something that I always dreamed of.

ok ok

So life is what it is......
Things are happening and things are changing, many people have came and left my life just as quick.
Summer sun has been nice
so has school
my back has been KILLING me.... but not much I can do except get massages and take pain pills none which I like to do....
My bike is getting fixed and soccer is soooo fun, Im starting to exercise a little more so that I can be normal again.
hmmmm... right now I am in this mode of I like to rhyme so imma stop because all of this seems like a rhyme session to me!!!!!
But all I can say is that GOD has been really good to me and my family apart from circumstances that are unavoidable..... we have grown stronger....