Agh! At least now I can focus on 1 class, I'm kinda sad I dropped my service learning class since it was pretty interesting, but complete 5-6 hours A DAY!?!?! yea I don't have that kind of time, plus they had all these restrictions. so NO BUENO.
on another note, Today I started thinking, how much I have changed. Before i was very carefree, never worried about anything, laughed a lot, and believed in so many things. but for some reason, something has taken that innocence away from me and I don't know what that is. Or is it that I haven't really changed just grew up and realized things about the world? Whatever the reason may be, I miss the old me. I know that we should look onto the past, just focus on the future, but I really miss the old me. I think about the times before I met my hunny, and I yearn to be that person again. Does love really change a person that much to the point that they don't recognize themselves anymore?