So its settled

I will live on campus next semester, cuz the roomie decided not to leave me..... YAY!!!! well anyways, finals is approaching and I couldn't be happier, I look forward to long summer days and awesome moments with my love bug. Im trying to take one thing at a time and just let life go because I cant always plan my next move

life oh life

When it rains it pours.
Duex weeks more than for the time being I can relax
See life unfold
I miss the old me.
Maybe this is God's route for me
I wish I could be in on the secret too though
that would be nice

My Mommy

My mommy holds me in her arms at night
when Im too scared to sleep
She holds me in her arms at night
If all I do is weep
My mommy holds my hands at times
When Im too scared too see
She takes away all my weakness
which makes her oh so sweet
My mommy spots me time to time
When I have no dime to spare
She laughs at my dumb jokes
when no one else really cares
My mommy is my hero
this much is true
My mommy is much more than my mommy
she's me super best friend too.


I always say how much I admire my mom for all that she does, but no one really understands it. She really would move the moon and stars and sun to give me everything that I need. And she has always done that, all that I have accomplished so far really could not be possible without her always pushing me and cheering me on and yelling at me to not give up, and really always listening to me rant and rave about everything.I am INCREDIBLY lucky to have such an amazing person in my life, she centers me and she is the reason Im graduating College she is the reason I came back from Texas, she is the reason I am who I am.

For all Mommy's out there Happy Mothers day, because your kids will never be who they grow up to be with out you.

Crazy-ness

No wonder I feel delirious, over the weekend I got on average 3 1/2-4 hours of sleep each night trying to finish this stupid 15 page paper that is due today, and I managed to finish by LAST NIGHT, so no worries about working on it today. Although I still have 3 4pg papers to finish along with 2 ppt presentations. so yea, and it dawned on me that this is my last week of classes and next week are finals ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Oh man I'm so stressed right about now. But, ugh I have to compose myself and trust that God provides which I know he does it just feels much better to rant and rave for the time being. lol. Any who, my best friend is gone and she didn't say bye to me, and on Friday the realization of me not seeing her hit me. it was sad, my mgr came back from LOA, and I soooo glad to see her, and we started talking and i BROKE down, Friday I was a mess really I was crying at the drop of pin. I think I just needed to cry really bad and after I felt much better. But ugh..... life seems so unsure right now.

Friendship is...

Our friendship is an ocean, stretching Far and wide Never ending-Filled with memories-That last a lifetime You've always known Just what to sayYou were always there,When I needed you the most When I needed-A shoulder to cry on Yours was always waiting When I needed-Someone to talk to You were there Just listening When I needed-Someone to hug Your arms were Doors wide open to me Our friendship's Just like the Stars-Both go beyond Man's reach All of the giggles we shared Let the salty taste of tears Run down our cheeks All the Laughs,The smiles,The hugs,The inside jokes, The hours online, And The eighty minute phone calls Just because You were the family that God forgot to give me.
Oh *sigh* 1st Corinthians 13:4-7 not only applies to love between man and wife but I also think through friends too. The things as they may be, I will never lose her.


*Why do we ALWAYS procrastinate? I SHOULD be in the shower getting ready for work, but here I am typing away, not even WORKING on my paper. ok really? imma start...... AFTER class finishes, I think I will be living at the library this whole week.

Whew....

Man WHAT a last couple of days.... I did this in my cultural class and I wanna share it with everyone......
I am from where the sun always shines
I am from variety of foods at your doorstep
I am from late night drink-a-thons
I watch lots of internet television
I listen to old school music
I know karma sucks!
I believe in a higher power
I love photography and children
I want to be known in my industry
Ah ok, so let me give you the quick run down.....
My best friend got married on Friday, and is moving to Arizona, Like I think she is making a HUGE mistake but I cant do anything now, its down and she's preggers so she thinks she knows what she's doing but I dunno. I think I would be UBER happy for her if her hubby got a good job over there, but no he has to finish his probation there. And even if they didnt move I'd be happy for her cuz she'd be here. But its dine so what ever.
I applied for graduation on Wed. OMG I will be enrolled in my final 5 classes in fall and be done by Mid-December. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh so excited, yep I'll have a crazy ass summer but for the most part im super stoked, and so in January I will be starting a Long Beach City, and I'll be getting my certificate in fashion merchandising. ah, the thing im most excited about is the fact that I'll be closer to home.

hahaha

I never knew how good of a bullshitter I can be. Today was a long day of laying underneath my jersey knit sheets, queen size comforter, and a zebra print mexican type blanket. Yea VERY WARM, plus you know life is good when you dont get out of your pj's till 3:30 in the AFTERNOON!!!!hm..... now I gotta clean the mess the tornado threw up!