Sooooo sorry really I am, ugh I could use a good vent. But Im not going to instead imma do some updates:
1. Me and the roomie are running a mile every night and sit ups.
2. This friday will be the 4 year anniversary of my abuelita's death, and still I am sooooo very hurt. I can still feel her arms wrapped around me, the flabiness of her skin. Gosh I miss the shit out of her. But really? I think that she takes care of me more than I know.
3.Please, please send lots and LOTS of prayers and happy thoughts with good karma to my sister, who is going through a tough time.Its kinda funny b/c all my life it has always been Mom my sister and me against everyone else. We hold such a strong bond with one another, and for me it's like if one is suffering, I feel thier pain.
4.My mom is starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, I hope and really I cant be any more relieved. This women is really a tough cookie, she is my cheerleader who encourges the SHIT out of me when Im beating myself up.Like I was thinking the other day, how would I go on with out my cheerleader on the sidelines to tell me you can do it, you can do it. Like its so cliche to say "oh with out my mom I dont where I'd be" but for me? I REALLY would not know. I could have ended up in the streets doing drugs, hanging out with the gangsters, doin God knows what, but most of all I would definately not be here in school, finishing my degree. All that I seem to do is for her now, like I wanna make her sooooo proud of me, and I know she is already super proud of me. I love my mom to the super max!!! lol
5.I cant believe im almost done with school!!! and im buying myself some more time by going back to community to get a certificate in fashion. YAY!!!
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