Really now?

Everytime I go away for months, I look back at my blog, read all my thoughts and fall in love with blogging again. I always say "I promise to write more" blah blah blah truth is, I admire all the AWESOME bloggers I follow bc they have COMMITTED themselves to share glimpses of their lives and a craft we all have a mutual love for. I CANT DO THAT! I dont know why, I mean how hard is my life compared to all the others? I DONT have kids, I work 3 days a week, I mean c'mon. well anyways just because I DO love the "currently I AM" here is mine for today :)

CURRENTLY........
1.Listening: to the Tv and fuse's top 100's
2.Eating: Nada, my sister and I did dinner on a budget(SAMS CLUB thanks!!) and had a donut for dessert :)
3.Drinking: Water, just bc im dehydrated
4.Wearing: HUGE ol jeans and a purple tank top
5.Feeling: Pretty miserable with this stiff neck
6.Weather: It was nice today, of course I stayed indoors with the AC :)
7.Wanting: November 2 to be here!! (Ill blog about that later)
8.Needing: MORE cash!!!
9.Thinking: How to make more cash lol and how i cant WAIT for my raise to kick in
10.Enjoying: The moment so I can breathe before dealing with the rest of the week


Thanks for those who just stop by and read it means a lot.

Today I'm....

viewing | my ugly looking feet

thinking |How I need to improve as a niece and a friend

wearing | plaid cropped pants and a pink and yellow striped tank

planning | to get cracking on all my projects...TOMORROW

reading | I forget the name of the book, im having a hard time reading it maybe I'll go back to the Inca's

listening |The ceiling fan go in circles.... OH! annnnnd Airborne Toxic Event (saw em Friday...UHMAZING!!!)

realizing | I need to learn to live one day at a time. What happened yesterday is past...and im STILL behind on my projects

trying | make a mental checklist of EVERYTHING I need that needs to get done and be a lil more at peace with myself

feeling | Fustrated with myself and with men

eating | Nada :( im kinda hungry though

drinking |Nada :( I need to go take my meds though

weather is | HOT!!! ugh I hate the heat

wanting | more time, but really want the semester to be over

enjoying | amazing music

wondering |WIll all this work pay off? am I following the path God laid out for me? Am I doing what he wants me to do??


I am feeling a little off today....probably bc there was a lil earthquake last night and it scared the bejesus outta me :( Im a chicken I KNOW!

Today on Thursday

I love that my sister does these "Today I'm..." things this gave me some inspiration. It helps bc even if I am a little to busy I can always do these quick little quirps just to touch base with WHOEVER actually READS my blog :)

Today I'm....

viewing | My Laptop screen and my newly cleaned up room :)

thinking |How much this sunburn hurts on my back and feet

wearing | A blue crocheted Tank and my "im a princess" frogged shorts

planning | To go to sleep soon

reading | History of the Inca's

listening |Celebrity Apprentice playing in my sisters room, Im caught up on all shows :)

realizing | Im pretty stupid, and Naive, and waaaaaaay behind on my projects

trying | make a mental checklist of EVERYTHING I need that needs to get done

feeling | pretty annoyed and crushed

eating |I just ate some AMAZING pinapple that I cut up

drinking |Water bc Im soo dehydrated

weather is | Not really sure, have been too scared to go out,from what I felt its kinda cool

wanting | this pain to go away

enjoying | my spring break so far, but extremely sad its gonna end soon :(

wondering | HOW DID I NOT learn my lesson the first time?!?! and if he emails me back will I respond? I probably would :(

Have you ever?

Have you ever.......
* been so busy you forget what sleep is like?
* Had to redo a project over and OVER till it was right?
* Relied on other ppl to hand over information so you can get YOUR job done?
* Spent WEEKS and WEEKS gettin a show together just for that day to go by SUPER FAST?
* Decided it was HIGH time to clean out the closet and purge your junk?
* Felt the need to be free?

Yea these past months have been INSANE!! BUT the fashion show was A SUCCESS!!! I'm so proud of the outcome with my program, it was truly an amazing experience. I no longer doubt that THIS is where I wanna be :) Next week is my spring break and I plan to do nothing but lay on the beach and soak up some sun...

Admist all the Chaos...

Will rise a phoniex. hahaha.
Ok I know I will rise above this I JUST KNOW IT!
Its a lil unnearving that the State Fashion show is just 6 WEEKS away and I have yet to recieve ads for the program WHICH IM IN CHARGE OF!!! ay ay ay. I keep trying to remind myself that IM AHEAD of where I need to be, but yet not get too big headed about it that I fall behind.
Johnny Cash has had his place in my brain for the better part of the weekend and this cheesy grin as well. Right now Im just trying to have fun, take life as it comes and not get too serious about anything.
AND THIS PRETTY thing I got about 2 weeks ago


Thanks to my friend Detri for reminding me that I needed to blog

We're in this together

It's been a sad sight around the house these past 2 days. I mean it's kinda funny but not really, here's the story:
I have been fighting this sore throat for awhile and yesterday my body just gave out on me. WELL my sisters body also decided to fail her and both of us spent today in bed with I think might have been an ENTIRE box of tissue surrounding us. Lots of soup has been slurped up these past few days, and TONS of tea to soothe our chills. She was smart to go to the doctors and I....well im a little more stubborn, AND broke. But I hope everyone had a FANTASTIC corporate holiday, haha jk just remember that you dont need just one day a year to let the person you love know how you feel. Love should be celebrated YEAR round just cuz.

Crazyness around here

Yea ITS been a MADHOUSE! Been super busy working on these
And yesterday our design class went on a lil field trip to Moods, International Silk and Woolens and Melrose where we got to wander into all these stores like Oscar De La Renta, Carolina Herrera, Marc Jacobs, the late Alexander McQueen, Chloe, Diane V.F. THIS is the Carolina Herrera store, this collection was for summer resort wear and was inspired by parasols
TOO many cute dress here :) ANYWAYS I was inspired so much, by the fabrics, by my surroundings it was quite overwhelming. But THIS was my final outcome for my window display ENJOY!!!

Time heals all wounds

I dont know really where to begin, I love this time of year bc It reminds me where I was last year, graduating college and embarking on a journey to fullfill my dream. Truth be told as overwhelming as it is I honestly am falling in love with all of this. BUT this time also brings so much sadness. I try not to write gloomy blogs but my feelings are just that, this after all IS my outlet right? so Im just gonna post pretty pictures of lil things that remind me of her and myself growing up

2011 Aspirations

So my sister randomly made a list of all the things she wanted to accomplish check it out here http://justscrappinandstampin.blogspot.com/

When I rang in the new year, my sister and I decided to get ride of bad juju and just embrace good energy. I never makes lists bc I know we all just forget them by Feburary. But this year I had made some SMALL goals I wanted to accomplsh
1. Pay off 2 credit cards ( already did ONE!!!)
2. let go of bad energy and embrace the good
3. Become a better friend
4.Start meditating again
5. QUIT starting new projects and NOT finishing them :)

Although this is just a fraction of the goals I wanna accomplish I feel its enough so I dont feel overwhelmed. I have a big year ahead of me and really looking forward to it. But one day I know I DONT want to see soon is March 23rd. I cant believe a year has gone by, my heart still hurts just thinking about her. i know she is a constant in my life bc I feel her. So embrace those around you a little more often, Time is too short

Inspiration

Before i go to bed I wanted to do a quick post.So Im doing my target customer profile for Design class, YES! I am now designing MY OWN STUFF!!! sooo excited and here are a just a few things that inspire me :)
* I love the lyrics in this song and how it relates to my girl who is transitioning from high school into college

This is what i imagine her room to be like with pretty antiques

I LOVE this because it reminds me of my friend Kassandra and they are so darling

She lives in a very woodsy town and she enjoys exploring it with her camera

AND she is a dancer. So elegant and graceful, whatching her is like being in a trance.

So there is my TINY peek :) night ya'll

TOTAL fAiluRE!!

haha ok ok SOooooooo it has been WAAAAAAy to long and Im sorry. I've neglected the blogging world. BUT this does NOT mean that I haven't been reading my bloggies. Its the various blogs that I subscribe to that give me so much inspriation. So Imma take cue from them and start back where I left off. A TINY glimpse of what I've been doing

Celebrating this AMAZING couple
Missing her more and more everyday
Sewing A LOT


Making LOTS of baby gifts Got to see my fam-bam :)

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Wishing the sunshine would stay longer. Im lacking LOTS of vitamin D :(
Trying new Foods

ATTEMPTED to get into the Holiday spirit, it was kinda hard because Fashion Finals just sucks the life outta you

But DID enjoy playing rockband with my familia :) minus a lil drama, oh PS meet my lil Model ;)
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I hope ya'll enjoyed your holiday and looking forward to continuing this path of eqaulity and unity.
*photos from we heart it